It has been quite a long time since i last blogged in... and alot has happen since then... Time seem to be flying very fast and my dad has left me and my family for almost 2 months... I really miss you dad.... W/o you in the house, it seem to be so quiet... The Whole family is still trying our best to cope with the situation.... Semoga Allah memaafkan semua kesalahannya apabila dia masih hidup and halalkan semua makan dan minum nyer.... It is really shocking cause there were no signs that he was going to leave us just like that... I really pity my two brothers coz they don't really know what is really happening... especially the youngest one.... I hope my family will be a stronger family and we should help one another out since my mum is a single parent now... I know that she is trying her best for the family... It reallt hurts seeing what each of us have to go through after my late father death.... No one expected this to happen at all... No one....

We managed to find out what really happen before my father death however it's best to be known only to my own family members.... Uncle Fendi has been helping us alot, driving us from one place to another as we wanted to find out what really happen and my family appreciate it.... He's like an older brother to me and a younger brother to my mum.... So please dun make any unnecessary judgement that is so not ryte....

I hope my mum will be a stronger person despite all this coz we need you... We'll go through all this together ok.... Thanks to all those that actually came all the way to my house afer hearing the news that my dad passed away.. I really appreciate it... I'll be a better sis and a daughter to my sibling and my mum.... Insyaallah....

To my dad... i hope all will go well for you and we will all pray for you every day.... We really miss your presence in the house.... We really do...